We’re starting to start less as time passes. The connection we have is gradually fading away over time. The endless conversations are just turning into awkward and effortless ones. I can feel us drifting away and I hate this feeling because I don’t want to lost any connection I have with you.
Falling for someone who isn’t worth my time. Showering them with attention just to get to know them. Giving them everything you can just to have them. Caring for them when no one else didn’t bother. All that just to see my hopes crushed. Yeah, I’ve been there. I’ve tried to be that “perfect” person that anyone would be lucky to have. In the end, that was all just a waste of time.
- Hiding my problems from everyone
- Fake smiling
- Pretending I’m okay
- Ruining things
- Pushing people away